we lost her
i can't even begin to say how deep this hurts
the day after falstaff died, fawn threw another clot and was paralyzed
not in pain
eating well
but unable to move her hind legs
so we took her to the vet and had him do acupuncture
then we took her home and took care of her
moving her
keeping her clean
making her legs move
she started to recover
started to move her tail on it's own
started to have feeling coming back and movement in her legs
then
a sudden final fatal stroke/clot
it was over so fast
when i realized there was no coming back from that one i begged her to go
so she wouldn't suffer
she stretched out her paw but didn't leave until bernie promised her he would take care of me for her
i still can't face that she's really gone now
this was a nightmare end to a nightmare winter
where we lost so many of our very old animals
even though we did everything we could not to
i would love to tell you all how amazing and special and heroic this cat was
but really i can't find the words
i can hardly see the screen through the tears
so sorry for the loss of so many fur and feather babies. It never gets easier.
ReplyDeletethank you so much
ReplyDeleteit's been horrible one after another
I am so sorry.
ReplyDeletethank you so much...i look back on the recent posts and it's mostly all losses of my babies... one after another
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