you know i'm upset when i am cleaning

and i can't stop
we are waiting out getting permission to talk to bernie's mother
there is a bunch of burocratic shit you gotta go through
*this is a crock, it shouldn't be like this*
anyway in the meantime
i am cleaning the house
deep cleaning
like tear shit apart and scrub the grout cleaning
i only do this when i am unsettled
so far i am in the kitchen but i am eyeing the bathroom, dining room and living room
i am going to take a swipe at the studio as well
and of course saturday morning will do pens again, instead of friday
as my nephew, sister in law, and my adopted neice will be coming saturday so i want to make sure they are clean
i am still not sure what to cook
and what to bake or what
icecream?
soda?
fruit punch?
OYE
i hope they feel welcome and have an enjoyable visit
meanwhile i am cleaning

now my cousin nick and my sister in law alice were conversing on facebook, and nick told me to rest
alice told nick that i don't know the meaning of the word
meanwhile bernie says i'm lazy
now who do i believe?
sometimes i feel lazy when i am not busy going from one thing to another
and i also feel lazy when i see my to do list and it's not getting shorter
how does a person judge how lazy or busy they are?

i'm not sure!

i will tell you this much, i have discovered that i ran out of space for cookware.......before i ran out of want for cookware......(oh and i got a lodge preseasoned cast iron 5 quart covered dutch oven to do the no knead bread, which i plan on making with my tweeks to make my regular loaf.........)
yet did that stop me from lusting and bidding on other cocottes on ebay........??
what do you think?
oye
i won't rest until i get that oval one in matt black i think
ok so
that's all folks

ttyl