it not easy, i keep telling myself she's sleeping by the window
or she's in the crate under the covers
i miss her so badly
i am slowly trying to adjust to life without her in it
for a tiny little cat she sure left a HUGE hole
some of what is going on...
i am turning in a local facility to the attorney general for non disclosure of fees, that they are trying to charge me
i am trying to get back to work
i am contemplating a few projects to work on, one that involves a pond
and one that involves old folk/fairy tales
right now i am sort of avoiding the shells on my table that i've been planning to paint
as i am needing light bulbs (of all things huh?)
and i don't have any to put into some lamps for temporary still life lighting
meanwhile monday is my birthday.. fawn was my birthday present 10 years ago..... and i find it so ironic that she left me before my birthday.
can you tell how much i miss her and how lost i am?
the other two laperms are just as lost without their grandmother
well, to finish up the birthday thingie....i was supposed to get me a present,
and then bernie said 'the van is going into the body shop in mid april'
so much for that
so that's what's up with us here
i've also been having a rough fibro flare, so can't get the seeds started or some other stuff done
but i am hoping as soon as the weather turns and keeps up a bit more stable
take good care
I hope you have a happy birthday despite everything.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Vicki
ReplyDeletehow are you folks doing?
We are fine. My husband is having testing to be able to schedule hernia repair surgery. It may be a few months before we get it done, though. I am hoping he will retire in a couple of years, so we can go back to our house in Utah.
ReplyDeletei hope it won't be too long vicki, as i know how much you miss utah and the family
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